Hello You. I’d like to share one of my secrets with you:
A few days ago… I killed myself.
No, I am not writing to you as a ghost from the other side (that would’ve made this blog very interesting). Scrolling through social media during one of the last few days of 2015 I found a quote that inspired me to do something a little crazy.
If you want to kill yourself, kill what you don’t like. I had an old self that I killed. You can kill yourself too, but that doesn’t mean you have to stop living.
I happen to love quotes and I am starting to love my new self.
Life is too crazy to put into words but I like to try and capture some moments and feelings in the form of fancy wordplay. Or sometimes not so fancy wordplay. Some of the things I write come from the days where the darkest parts of my mind take over; others from moments where inspiration strikes and I simply have to write. My soul will not have it any other way.
Either way I hope that you can take something from every post I make, even if it is just that being crazy is okay.
All this coming from a girl who lost her mind.
You need to be that way to be different!
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Always remember nothing in life is impossible it’s just difficult never unachievable… Love your new self! All the best!
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So true! Thank you xx
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Keep writing keep inspiring !! 💕
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That means a lot 😊 I will!
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this helped me a lot! thank you for being you(:
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That makes me so happy to hear, thank you for taking the time and reading my post xx
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This is very interesting. I love your play on words ‘I killed myself *
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Thank you! And thanks for reading 😊💖
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Write! Write!Write
That’s the best way to calm revolting mind!
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That’s so true! Thanks for your comment 😊 xx
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Keep blogging and keep writing. You never know who you may be helping in life. I once actually committed suicide and was brought back by paramedics and doctors. I have since “killed myself” in the sense you speak. Your words may be a gift of life to someone who desperately needs to hear your heart. https://lighthousedannverner.wordpress.com/2012/10/16/i-committed-suicide-once-originally-published-july-2008/
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Thank you very much for this comment and for taking the time to read my post. I will definitely give your post a read as well xx
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A nice piece! Keep inspiring. I love the way you write.
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Thank you I really appreciate your comment! Xx
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Great way of thinking and great post. We control our reality.
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Thank you for your comment xx I agree absolutely
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I’m pretty certain I know exactly what you mean. I wrote my own obituary last year when I killed my ego: http://i-was-once-denial.xyz/
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Thank you for your comment x I will give yours a read!
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Reblogged this on MY HEAVEN.
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That means so much xx thank you for the support
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No Problem… We Had Same Issues I Guess.. hehehe.. 🙂
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Feels like we want to put life into words when we lost, when we are triing to start over and build better us.
Hope that from killing yourself you get new bright and joyful chapter of your life!
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So true, thank you! ❤️
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I really love the way you put this.
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Thank you 😊
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I think that life is always about deconstructing and reconstructing ourselves. We kill ourselves so that the part of us that needs to grow will have space. Out of our own death, we find new life.
Keep on writing
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I’ve thought of killing myself. But never thought this. Thank you. This post helped a lot 🙂
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I’m so glad that this helped you, thank you for your comment it made my day ❤️ stay as lovely as you are xx
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You are welcome 🙂 ❤
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Wow.
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I love this post. I, too, am inspired by so many quotes. I love how you use the play on words to create a new you. Getting rid of the old parts and creating new pieces that can flourish and inspire others around you. I love it!
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Exactly! Thank you for reading my post ❤️ this comment means a lot
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I really related to this….I killed myself…. Wow what a great quote huh?
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It really is! Thanks for reading xx
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Thank you for this lovely read, which really reflects my own thoughts, too! Couldn’t be expressed in a better way! 🙂
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Thank you for reading! 🙂
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I love this idea very much. I kinda did the same: only in my case it’s more a pushing to the back of the mind a self which hurt me a lot. Instead, it’s included, sort of like a Venn diagram of the mind, in a new identity which includes all the selves I never was, as well as all the selves that struggled to be: selves I realise now I needed to be.
Beautiful writing, you do. Am glad I stumbled across you.
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Thank you so much! Thanks for reading ❤️
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This is perfect, something I will send to my sister – who NEEDS IT. I have constantly been trying to TEACH her to find herself, but she needs to KILL the old self too… lol.
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I’m glad you liked this, goodluck to your sister! Much love ❤️
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